{"title":"Bags","description":"","products":[{"product_id":"aloneness-togetherness-tote-bag","title":"Aloneness\/Togetherness Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eAttachment. It's the living condition that determines so much of our experience. Did we feel safe with our caregivers? Do we feel safe with ourselves? Who can we securely become vulnerable with? Indeed, an entire field of psychology called Attachment Theory seeks to understand how our brain and mind operate with such dynamics. This painting represents an artistic expression of these questions. We are always already both alone and together. We are always alone because we are the only person in history to ever have our experience. No one can have our experience for us. We are isolated, singular, unique. We are always together because other people know us, know we exist, and respond to our presence and our absence. We are bound to others through language (verbal and body), symbolism, and systems of agreement. Even the rebel needs others to rebel against. We are always already together mentally if not physically. This painting represents this juxtaposition of isolated “islands” of being that “run into each other” as the colors run into one another. The shapes are separate yet flow into and through one another, much like interactions and relationships come and go in a flow-state. My hope is that every time you use this bag, you feel the richness of both your uniqueness and your commonality with others.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (38.1 × 38.1 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length 11.8″ (30 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":42365560127548,"sku":"6807264_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Red","offer_id":42365560160316,"sku":"6807264_8904","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Yellow","offer_id":42365560193084,"sku":"6807264_8905","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-6742549e411a6.jpg?v=1732400305"},{"product_id":"branches-of-life-tote-bag","title":"Branches of Life Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eLife. The complex experience of being we are all having. This was one of my more recent paintings and it represents the growth, development, and progress of consciousness symbolized by branching and moving life forms. All life on our planet is connected genetically and environmentally (think of the “butterfly effect”), and it is this interconnectedness, this mutual dependency that this image expresses. My hope is that each time you use this bag, you feel connected to the experience of yourself as you grow, develop, and progress.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (38.1 × 38.1 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length 11.8″ (30 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• The handles can slightly differ depending on the fulfillment location\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":42368919863356,"sku":"3541016_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Red","offer_id":42368919896124,"sku":"3541016_8904","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Yellow","offer_id":42368919928892,"sku":"3541016_8905","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-6744ce7d17a7f.jpg?v=1732562567"},{"product_id":"finding-my-way-crossbody-bag","title":"Finding My Way Crossbody Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eExploration. It is how we start our life journey: from crawling on the floor as babies to walking through our environment and ultimately flying in a plane to new worlds, we humans are explorers. This was one of my paintings that explored the idea of exploring and it represents the process of undirected momentum symbolized by flowers born in darkness, pushing against the weight of the world in uncharted territory. My hope is that each time you use this bag, you feel your unconscious inner strength to push through the dark moments and bloom into your fullest self--to find your way.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Finding My Way Crossbody Bag is made of premium faux leather and features dark gray hardware. Thanks to the zip-top closure and multiple inside pockets, you can keep your essentials secure and organized. Transform this crossbody bag with removable wrist and shoulder straps to style it for day-to-night looks.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Outer fabric: faux leather \u003cbr\u003e• Lining: 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• 11″ × 8″ × 1.5″ (27.9 cm × 20.3 cm × 3.8 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Dark gray hardware\u003cbr\u003e• Zip-top closure\u003cbr\u003e• Inside zip and slip pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable, removable wrist and shoulder straps\u003cbr\u003e• Strap drop length: 14″- 27″\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\" This item cannot be shipped to \u003cspan\u003eAlaska, Puerto Rico, or Hawaii—and US military bases.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42379265343548,"sku":"2688121_16708","price":74.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-crossbody-bag-black-front-6748df645dda2.jpg?v=1732829042"},{"product_id":"finding-my-way-tote-bag","title":"Finding My Way Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eExploration. It is how we start our life journey: from crawling on the floor as babies to walking through our environment and ultimately flying in a plane to new worlds, we humans are explorers. This was one of my paintings that explored the idea of exploring and it represents the process of undirected momentum symbolized by flowers born in darkness, pushing against the weight of the world in darkness. My hope is that each time you use this bag, you feel your unconscious inner strength to push through the dark moments and bloom into your fullest self.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (38.1 × 38.1 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length 11.8″ (30 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• The handles can slightly differ depending on the fulfillment location\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42379330912316,"sku":"9636665_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-6748f7ab4b6e3.jpg?v=1732835255"},{"product_id":"i-dream-of-paradise-crossbody-bag","title":"I Dream of Paradise Crossbody Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eEscape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The educator Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. My hope is that every time you use this bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Outer fabric: faux leather \u003cbr\u003e• Lining: 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• 11″ × 8″ × 1.5″ (27.9 cm × 20.3 cm × 3.8 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Dark gray hardware\u003cbr\u003e• Zip-top closure\u003cbr\u003e• Inside zip and slip pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable, removable wrist and shoulder straps\u003cbr\u003e• Strap drop length: 14″- 27″\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\" This item cannot be shipped to \u003cspan\u003eAlaska, Puerto Rico, or Hawaii—and US military bases.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42397158146108,"sku":"6053738_16704","price":74.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-crossbody-bag-white-front-6754c42a846e1.jpg?v=1733608506"},{"product_id":"i-dream-of-paradise-tote-bag","title":"I Dream of Paradise Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eEscape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The educator Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. My hope is that every time you use this bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (38.1 × 38.1 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length 11.8″ (30 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42397180526652,"sku":"1925870_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-6754cfea060ea.jpg?v=1733611513"},{"product_id":"it-took-stars-to-make-orchids-backpack","title":"It Took Stars to Make Orchids Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eConnection. From quantum physics to the largest galaxies, every object and system is connected. The 37 trillion cells that make up you are connected to the 39 trillion cells that live in and on you, but are not \"you.\" Yet, we are dependent on them to survive, to function, to live. This painting was one that I made more recently and represents the deep interconnectedness of all objects and systems in the known universe. The brilliant and gentle astronomer Carl Sagan inspired these ideas in my consciousness when he stated that to bake an apple pie, you first must have a universe. And not only an apple pie, but every other object--including orchids--because every object in the universe is the universe itself. To have an orchid, you need the cosmos: the atoms and molecules that arrange themselves in a particular order that produces an orchid. Indeed, it took stars to make orchids, and the human reading these words.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe It Took Stars to Make Orchids backpack has pockets (including one for your laptop) that give plenty of room for all your necessities, while the water-resistant material will protect them from inclement weather.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Made from 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: H 16⅞\" (42cm), W 12¼\" (31cm), D 3⅞\" (10cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9 oz.\/yd.² (305 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Water-resistant material\u003cbr\u003e• Large inside pocket with a separate compartment for a 15” laptop, front pocket with a zipper, and a hidden pocket with zipper on the back of the bag\u003cbr\u003e• Top zipper has 2 sliders with zipper pullers\u003cbr\u003e• Silky lining, piped inside hems, and a soft mesh back\u003cbr\u003e• Padded ergonomic bag straps from polyester with plastic strap regulators\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42397998776380,"sku":"8075143_9063","price":63.71,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-backpack-white-front-67560eaf8baf8.jpg?v=1733693128"},{"product_id":"it-took-stars-to-make-orchids-tote-bag","title":"It Took Stars to Make Orchids Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eConnection. From quantum physics to the largest galaxies, every object and system is connected. The 37 trillion cells that make up you are connected to the 39 trillion cells that live in and on you, but are not \"you.\" Yet, we are dependent on them to survive, to function, to live. This painting was one that I made more recently and represents the deep interconnectedness of all objects and systems in the known universe. The brilliant and gentle astronomer Carl Sagan inspired these ideas in my consciousness when he stated that to bake an apple pie, you first must have a universe. And not only an apple pie, but every other object--including orchids--because every object in the universe is the universe itself. To have an orchid, you need the cosmos: the atoms and molecules that arrange themselves in a particular order that produces an orchid. Indeed, it took stars to make orchids, and the human reading these words.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (38.1 × 38.1 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length 11.8″ (30 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":42398020993084,"sku":"4280332_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Yellow","offer_id":42398021025852,"sku":"4280332_8905","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-67561f9bd6ffb.jpg?v=1733697450"},{"product_id":"its-ok-to-be-different-tote-bag","title":"It's OK to be Different Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eDifference. It defines every object, every experience, every brain-mind from one another. We see different faces, learn different names, and eat different foods–even if we eat the same dish every day, the rice is different from the beans. The pasta is different from the sauce. Having food itself is different from lack of food. And what of our appearance? Is it acceptable to differentiate ourselves? And our ideas? Is it acceptable to think different thoughts when the tribe, group, or system forbids it? This painting explores these questions by imposing a sunflower where other species of standardized, harmoniously arranged flowers already grow. The sunflower pushes through, growing and blooming despite the conformity and uniformity surrounding it. It refuses to shrink itself, to wither, to collapse. It boldly proclaims that, yes, it is OK to be different. My hope is that each time you use this new tote bag you feel empowered to externally express your inner being and bloom as large as the sunflower in a field of others.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42412061261884,"sku":"1882931_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-675f5ebb9fcf1.jpg?v=1734303429"},{"product_id":"sweet-dreams-crossbody-bag","title":"Sweet Dreams Crossbody Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eMomentum. “Energy flows where attention goes,” the famous saying states. What we focus on in the present is what determines our actions and behaviors, and thus the kind of experience that we interpret as “reality” from that moment onward. The psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung said it best: “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” Modern neuroscience confirms this: Only 5% of human brain activity is conscious. The remaining 95% takes place subconsciously, below our awareness and outside of our control. So, the first step to producing the life we want is to “make the unconscious conscious.” From this, it is possible to redirect momentum, energy to a desired result, to an outcome that would improve our lives over the alternative—stagnation.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting was an expression of that dynamic. Every movement represents momentum flowing and flowering in a multiplicity of directions, exactly how it moves in real life when we drop the old mental paradigm of linear thought and explore our unconscious. The more we get in touch with our unconscious brain, the more opportunities to get ahead in life we have because we open ourselves to new ideas and behaviors, and these new ideas and behaviors lead us to experiences, realities that we would have never manifested otherwise. My hope is that every time you see this image, you feel your energy shift, your momentum move into the direction of your sweetest dreams.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Sweet Dreams crossbody bag is made of premium faux leather and features dark gray hardware. Thanks to the zip-top closure and multiple inside pockets, you can keep your essentials secure and organized. Transform this crossbody bag with removable wrist and shoulder straps to style it for day-to-night looks.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Outer fabric: faux leather \u003cbr\u003e• Lining: 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• 11″ × 8″ × 1.5″ (27.9 cm × 20.3 cm × 3.8 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Dark gray hardware\u003cbr\u003e• Zip-top closure\u003cbr\u003e• Inside zip and slip pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable, removable wrist and shoulder straps\u003cbr\u003e• Strap drop length: 14″- 27″\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\" This item cannot be shipped to \u003cspan\u003eAlaska, Puerto Rico, or Hawaii—and US military bases.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42420046331964,"sku":"2617883_16704","price":74.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-crossbody-bag-white-front-67644fb47c375.jpg?v=1734627269"},{"product_id":"sweet-dreams-tote-bag","title":"Sweet Dreams Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eMomentum. “Energy flows where attention goes,” the famous saying states. What we focus on in the present is what determines our actions and behaviors, and thus the kind of experience that we interpret as “reality” from that moment onward. The psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung said it best: “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” Modern neuroscience confirms this: Only 5% of human brain activity is conscious. The remaining 95% takes place subconsciously, below our awareness and outside our control. So, the first step to producing the life we want is to “make the unconscious conscious.” From this, it is possible to redirect momentum, energy to a desired result, to an outcome that would improve our lives over the alternative—stagnation.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting was an expression of that dynamic. Every movement represents momentum flowing and flowering in a multiplicity of directions, exactly how it moves in real life when we drop the old mental paradigm of linear thought and explore our unconscious. The more we get in touch with our unconscious brain, the more opportunities to get ahead in life we have because we open ourselves to new ideas and behaviors, and these new ideas and behaviors lead us to experiences, realities that we would have never manifested otherwise. My hope is that every time you use your new tote bag, you feel your energy shift, your momentum move into the direction of your sweetest dreams.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":42420061601852,"sku":"7975910_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Yellow","offer_id":42420061634620,"sku":"7975910_8905","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-676454aa28ad5.jpg?v=1734628535"},{"product_id":"i-dream-of-paradise-backpack","title":"I Dream of Paradise Backpack","description":"Escape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The educator Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. My hope is that every time you use this bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\n• Made from 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e\n• Dimensions: H 16⅞\" (42cm), W 12¼\" (31cm), D 3⅞\" (10cm)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Fabric weight: 9 oz.\/yd.² (305 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20kg)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Water-resistant material\u003cbr\u003e\n• Large inside pocket with a separate compartment for a 15” laptop, front pocket with a zipper, and a hidden pocket with zipper on the back of the bag\u003cbr\u003e\n• Top zipper has 2 sliders with zipper pullers\u003cbr\u003e\n• Silky lining, piped inside hems, and a soft mesh back\u003cbr\u003e\n• Padded ergonomic bag straps from polyester with plastic strap regulators","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42634720739388,"sku":"2436039_9063","price":63.71,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-backpack-white-front-67d1d8c9d94e9.jpg?v=1741805827"},{"product_id":"my-heart-still-beats-for-you-tote-bag","title":"My Heart Still Beats for You Tote Bag","description":"Desire. “We always want what we don’t have,” the famous saying goes. Indeed, we seem to always want an object that is just out of reach, that is consistently outside of ourselves, some ‘other’ that we believe should be integrated with us. Why? Why do we perceive ourselves as lacking? What is it about this lack that compels us to restlessly seek out newer and newer objects to somehow satisfy our desire? One answer to these questions, according to the ideas of Jacques Lacan, is that desire is a structure and not an object. Imagine that you are in a dark room and a spotlight follows a ballerina. You think your desire is for this dancer, but the ballerina can be exchanged for someone else, or an object such as a painting, a car, a lottery ticket, and so on. The “ballerina” could be anyone, any object. Imagine you turn around and instead of looking at the stream of objects the spotlight is showing you, you see the spotlight itself--the structure directing your interest. It is this structure that is desire, not the various objects or people that come and go in the spotlight. Desire is an internal structure of the psyche that shows you object after object, person after person, item after item in an endless conveyor belt that cannot be satisfied–because what we desire is not the person or object on the conveyor belt, but the \"spotlight\": the desiring itself. We want the spotlight, whatever it shows us is less important. We want to keep on desiring, so “we always want what we don’t have.”\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\nThis painting is a visual reminder of this psychodynamic. “My heart still beats for you” precisely because one wants to keep on desiring, even when the object of one's desire has left. My hope is that each time you use your new tote bag, you feel connected to the structure of desire and have an empowered awareness of where it is taking you on the journey of your life; that you are empowered to decide what is and is not worth desiring.\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\n• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e\n• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e\n• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42640801267772,"sku":"5194178_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-67d45ed026919.jpg?v=1741971163"},{"product_id":"blooming-anyway-tote-bag","title":"Blooming Anyway Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eResilience. What does it mean ‘to overcome’ someone or some object? How do we ‘overcome’ an experience that happened to us and is now a part of who we are? People will say, “Get out of your own way; you’re sabotaging yourself.” Yet, how can we if part of our identity or personality constitutes self-blocking? \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA lot of research on resilience is about overcoming externally-imposed obstacles. While this is interesting and important, many of us–myself included–have struggled to overcome self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. We needed resilience to overcome the negativity and harshness that we generated in our own consciousness. It took me years of internalizing positive and encouraging ideas, and practicing uplifting feelings even when I felt demoralized, to liberate my consciousness of horrendous self-doubt and low self-worth. Bob Proctor, Mel Robbins, Dr. Ramani on YouTube, all of their messages and ideas on the subconscious mind empowered me to work through and navigate that part of myself that was self-blocking. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFor some people, self-blocking (or self-sabotaging) is a way to stay ‘small’ in a world that would let them have a big life, but that they think and feel in their subconscious mind would never allow them to truly live the greatness they desire. For example, when I arrived in New York, a series of crises threw me into unemployment, homelessness, and perpetual lack of food, or what sociologists call food insecurity. I always had ‘just enough’ to survive but never enough to thrive. I was on economic life-support. Fast forward after years of therapy and other forms of exploring my subconscious mind, and I am thriving. Nothing outside me changed: the buildings were the same. The trees in Central Park were the same. The traffic was still the same! Yet, my experience of this same city radically improved because the subconscious mind reorganized itself through exploring, processing, and yes, eventually overcoming self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. The outcome changed because the input changed. I bloomed anyway. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting is a representation of that journey. The singular flower blooms as the old mental paradigms–represented by the dripping–gently fall away. My hope is that each time you use your new tote bag, you feel the inner determination to overcome self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. A quote from the psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung says it best, “I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.” Bloom anyway.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42730065133628,"sku":"4488097_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-67fea39458d2e.jpg?v=1744741279"},{"product_id":"flowers-of-solitude-tote-bag","title":"Flowers of Solitude Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eIndividuation. How do we become an individual separate and apart from our parents and others? Is this even possible when humans have a ‘social brain’ wired to connect with others? Which external forces compel us to differentiate ourselves from or to assimilate ourselves to the standards around us? At one end, families and societies organize themselves around collective thought and behavior; at the other end, an individual organizes the self around brain activity that only they experience (e.g., a unique desire, a particular goal, etc.). The brain can also simulate worlds that do not exist outside the individual, but that the society involves itself with at the level of the individual, such as in the case of hallucinations and delusions. Some societies regard these individuals as visionaries in contact with unseen powers; others regard them as chemically imbalanced or neurologically compromised. Either way, the individual and the collective are involved with each other in structuring the identity and the meaning of thought and behavior.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAs social animals, we are constantly negotiating these two extremes. We are perpetually navigating worlds within us and worlds outside of us. We are always already involved both with ourselves and with others. The internal and the external are always already merged in a matrix of identity. My anthropology professor made a powerful statement about this: “People in individualistic societies believe they are not a society at the level of society.” It was such a simple yet fascinating observation. I had grown up believing that I was a unique individual without any ties to a ‘society.’ Yet, this belief took place at the level of the civilization because everyone was believing it. As a society, we denied we were a society. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting represents these dynamics. The flowers are all the same color set against the same blank background. Yet, each flower is different and each flower drips into (influences) the next. The blank background (society) provides the structure for the individuation of the flower to bloom in its own way; but the structure will always be there. In a healthy society, this structure allows for individuals to pursue their brain activity (a unique desire, a particular goal, etc.) in harmony with others doing the same. We collectively build a structure that allows for self-development and introspection; the collective structure allows individual growth. To use a biological example, the same soil can produce wildly unique plants. The ideal environment, then, is a foundation that will give us healthy roots of thought and behavior; a universal ‘soil’ that will nurture and sustain unique growth and a diversity of life.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy hope is that each time you use your new tote bag, you feel that you are both your private self and the collective structure that has nourished your roots; that you feel both separate enough from others to introspect and self-develop, but connected enough to others to assimilate and belong.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42730201382972,"sku":"3558969_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-67feb11cef46e.jpg?v=1744744743"},{"product_id":"my-heart-still-beats-for-you-minimalist-backpack","title":"My Heart Still Beats for You Minimalist Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eDesire. “We always want what we don’t have,” the famous saying goes. Indeed, we seem to always want an object that is just out of reach, that is consistently outside of ourselves, some ‘other’ that we believe should be integrated with us. Why? Why do we perceive ourselves as lacking? What is it about this lack that compels us to restlessly seek out newer and newer objects to somehow satisfy our desire? One answer to these questions, according to the ideas of Jacques Lacan, is that desire is a structure and not an object. Imagine that you are in a dark room and a spotlight follows a ballerina. You think your desire is for this dancer, but the ballerina can be exchanged for someone else, or an object such as a painting, a car, a lottery ticket, and so on. The “ballerina” could be anyone, any object. Imagine you turn around and instead of looking at the stream of objects the spotlight is showing you, you see the spotlight itself--the structure directing your interest. It is this structure that is desire, not the various objects or people that come and go in the spotlight. Desire is an internal structure of the psyche that shows you object after object, person after person, item after item in an endless conveyor belt that cannot be satisfied–because what we desire is not the person or object on the conveyor belt, but the \"spotlight\": the desiring itself. We want the spotlight, whatever it shows us is less important. We want to keep on desiring, so “we always want what we don’t have.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting is a visual reminder of this psychodynamic. “My heart still beats for you” precisely because one wants to keep on desiring, even when the object of one's desire has left. My hope is that each time you use your new backpack, you feel connected to the structure of desire and have an empowered awareness of where it is taking you on the journey of your life; that you are empowered to decide what is and is not worth desiring.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Made from 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9 oz.\/yd.² (305 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 16.1″ (41 cm) in height, 12.2″ (31 cm) in width, and 5.5″ (14 cm) in diameter\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 5.3 gallons (20 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Max weight: 44 lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Water-resistant material\u003cbr\u003e• Large inside pocket with a separate pocket for a 15” laptop, a hidden pocket with zipper on the back of the bag\u003cbr\u003e• Top zipper has 2 sliders, and there are zipper pullers attached to each slider\u003cbr\u003e• Silky lining, piped inside hems, and a soft mesh back\u003cbr\u003e• Padded ergonomic bag straps from polyester with plastic strap regulators\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42730297917500,"sku":"3369635_10876","price":63.71,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-minimalist-backpack-white-front-67fec64c9dcf8.jpg?v=1744750169"},{"product_id":"settling-down-crossbody-bag","title":"Settling Down Crossbody Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eHome. How do we define a ‘home’? Is it only one physical place? It couldn’t be, right? After all, people move and suddenly what was ‘home’ becomes a new physical place. Beyond immediate surroundings, think of the concept of ‘home’ in terms of the nation-state. “We’re home!” people shout as they exit an airport. Suddenly, ‘home’ is not a particular building (such as a house), but a vast, ambiguous space with many houses and other structures, including the natural environment. In this sense, ‘home’ is a concept in the mind that includes other people and their houses; anonymous buildings and landscapes and all the animals and plants and other organisms that inhabit this space. What about the concept of ‘home’ as a feeling? In movies, a character will recite the line, “You feel like home,” to describe the feeling of belonging, empathy, and solidarity. While these are interesting perspectives, this painting is about more than a physical place or a feeling; it is about the journey of life itself. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe entire image is a single line that begins faint and grey at the top and curves and thickens and blackens at the bottom. This represents birth–the time of life when we had no experience–to adulthood in which we have accumulated experience. The image twists and turns because life is unpredictable and includes regression. The bottom of the image is the thickest because we have finally ‘settled down’ into who and what we are. Ideally, by the time we reach late adulthood, we ‘know’ who and what we are and have accepted this. We have done the work of ‘knowing thyself’ at the subconscious level. We are no longer battered around by the winds of the world, the turbulence of life, because we have done the work of understanding our personalities, our flaws, and our habits. We understand our defenses against our own internal world. We have accepted the parts of ourselves that we rejected–or had to reject to survive. We have settled down rather than acting out for attention, admiration, or the acceptance of others. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis image is a representation of that journey to find ‘home’ in the making, in the construction of living as a process, not a place, and my hope is that every time you use your new bag, you connect with yourself at this level of awareness. Perhaps the most powerful quote to describe this is by the psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung who said, “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Settling Down crossbody bag is made of premium faux leather and features dark gray hardware. Thanks to the zip-top closure and multiple inside pockets, you can keep your essentials secure and organized. Transform this crossbody bag with removable wrist and shoulder straps to style it for day-to-night looks.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Outer fabric: faux leather \u003cbr\u003e• Lining: 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• 11″ × 8″ × 1.5″ (27.9 cm × 20.3 cm × 3.8 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Dark gray hardware\u003cbr\u003e• Zip-top closure\u003cbr\u003e• Inside zip and slip pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable, removable wrist and shoulder straps\u003cbr\u003e• Strap drop length: 14″- 27″\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\" Please also note the color of this print will be more grey at the top and darken to black at the bottom. This item cannot be shipped to \u003cspan\u003eAlaska, Puerto Rico, or Hawaii—and US military bases.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42730316431420,"sku":"3550761_16708","price":74.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-crossbody-bag-black-front-67fecb410f7ed.jpg?v=1744751437"},{"product_id":"settling-down-tote-bag","title":"Settling Down Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eHome. How do we define a ‘home’? Is it only one physical place? It couldn’t be, right? After all, people move and suddenly what was ‘home’ becomes a new physical place. Beyond immediate surroundings, think of the concept of ‘home’ in terms of the nation-state. “We’re home!” people shout as they exit an airport. Suddenly, ‘home’ is not a particular building (such as a house), but a vast, ambiguous space with many houses and other structures, including the natural environment. In this sense, ‘home’ is a concept in the mind that includes other people and their houses; anonymous buildings and landscapes and all the animals and plants and other organisms that inhabit this space. What about the concept of ‘home’ as a feeling? In movies, a character will recite the line, “You feel like home,” to describe the feeling of belonging, empathy, and solidarity. While these are interesting perspectives, this painting is about more than a physical place or a feeling; it is about the journey of life itself. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe entire image is a single line that begins faint and grey at the top and curves and thickens and blackens at the bottom. This represents birth–the time of life when we had no experience–to adulthood in which we have accumulated experience. The image twists and turns because life is unpredictable and includes regression. The bottom of the image is the thickest because we have finally ‘settled down’ into who and what we are. Ideally, by the time we reach late adulthood, we ‘know’ who and what we are and have accepted this. We have done the work of ‘knowing thyself’ at the subconscious level. We are no longer battered around by the winds of the world, the turbulence of life, because we have done the work of understanding our personalities, our flaws, and our habits. We understand our defenses against our own internal world. We have accepted the parts of ourselves that we rejected–or had to reject to survive. We have settled down rather than acting out for attention, admiration, or the acceptance of others. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis image is a representation of that journey to find ‘home’ in the making, in the construction of living as a process, not a place, and my hope is that every time you use your new tote bag, you connect with yourself at this level of awareness. Perhaps the most powerful quote to describe this is by the psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung who said, “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\" Please also note the color of this print will be more grey at the top and darken to black at the bottom.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42733113049148,"sku":"7633921_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-680030ffa9a0c.jpg?v=1744843020"},{"product_id":"the-love-of-my-life-tote-bag","title":"The Love of My Life Tote Bag","description":"While the original canvas had 4 different paintings, each layered over the last, the central flower emerged through every layer of paint and water as if to announce its presence, its fortitude and its permanence in a chaotic external world that tried to dim its light and hide its glory. The final painting is the one you see here; an image of a glowing central flower surrounded by shimmer and darkness and enveloped in a green and blue world of privacy and tranquility. It is a world once hidden and secluded from everyone and everything, now accessible and available and symbolizing self-love and self-discovery.\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\nThe Love of My Life is indeed about finding infinite, eternal, and unconditional love from within and through a wild series of events, this flower that persisted through iteration after iteration found its final home with Grace Hightower - actress, entrepreneur, and spouse to Robert de Niro for 20 years. Now a friend, Grace continues to uplift, encourage, and inspire while thoughtfully and generously investing into StudioTumazi. The painting that inspired her to say, “When I look at it, I see myself,” can live on in your life, too, where you can see yourself blooming, glowing, and radiating the truth of who you are no matter what happens around you and no matter how many iterations it takes you.\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\n• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e\n• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e\n• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e\n• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43848796995644,"sku":"4527327_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-696d54ffe629f.jpg?v=1768772883"},{"product_id":"the-love-of-my-life-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"The Love of My Life Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhile the original canvas had 4 different paintings, each layered over the last, the central flower emerged through every layer of paint and water as if to announce its presence, its fortitude and its permanence in a chaotic external world that tried to dim its light and hide its glory. The final painting is the one you see here; an image of a glowing central flower surrounded by shimmer and darkness and enveloped in a green and blue world of privacy and tranquility. It is a world once hidden and secluded from everyone and everything, now accessible and available and symbolizing self-love and self-discovery.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Love of My Life is indeed about finding infinite, eternal, and unconditional love from within and through a wild series of events, this flower that persisted through iteration after iteration found its final home with Grace Hightower - actress, entrepreneur, and spouse to Robert de Niro for 20 years. Now a friend, Grace continues to uplift, encourage, and inspire while thoughtfully and generously investing into StudioTumazi. The painting that inspired her to say, “When I look at it, I see myself,” can live on in your life, too, where you can see yourself blooming, glowing, and radiating the truth of who you are no matter what happens around you and no matter how many iterations it takes you.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43848878194748,"sku":"5421650_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43848878227516,"sku":"5421650_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-69768ed329375.jpg?v=1769377529"},{"product_id":"finding-my-way-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Finding My Way Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eExploration. It is how we start our life journey: from crawling on the floor as babies to walking through our environment and ultimately flying in a plane to new worlds, we humans are explorers. This was one of my paintings that explored the idea of exploring and it represents the process of undirected momentum symbolized by flowers born in darkness, pushing against the weight of the world in darkness. My hope is that each time you use this bag, you feel your unconscious inner strength to push through the dark moments and bloom into your fullest self.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43852677906492,"sku":"2522501_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-black-front-696ff8f199aad.jpg?v=1768945927"},{"product_id":"blooming-anyway-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Blooming Anyway Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eResilience. What does it mean ‘to overcome’ someone or some object? How do we ‘overcome’ an experience that happened to us and is now a part of who we are? People will say, “Get out of your own way; you’re sabotaging yourself.” Yet, how can we if part of our identity or personality constitutes self-blocking?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA lot of research on resilience is about overcoming externally-imposed obstacles. While this is interesting and important, many of us–myself included–have struggled to overcome self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. We needed resilience to overcome the negativity and harshness that we generated in our own consciousness. It took me years of internalizing positive and encouraging ideas, and practicing uplifting feelings even when I felt demoralized, to liberate my consciousness of horrendous self-doubt and low self-worth. Bob Proctor, Mel Robbins, Dr. Ramani on YouTube, all of their messages and ideas on the subconscious mind empowered me to work through and navigate that part of myself that was self-blocking.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFor some people, self-blocking (or self-sabotaging) is a way to stay ‘small’ in a world that would let them have a big life, but that they think and feel in their subconscious mind would never allow them to truly live the greatness they desire. For example, when I arrived in New York, a series of crises threw me into unemployment, homelessness, and perpetual lack of food, or what sociologists call food insecurity. I always had ‘just enough’ to survive but never enough to thrive. I was on economic life-support. Fast forward after years of therapy and other forms of exploring my subconscious mind, and I am thriving. Nothing outside me changed: the buildings were the same. The trees in Central Park were the same. The traffic was still the same! Yet, my experience of this same city radically improved because the subconscious mind reorganized itself through exploring, processing, and yes, eventually overcoming self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. The outcome changed because the input changed. I bloomed anyway.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting is a representation of that journey. The singular flower blooms as the old mental paradigms–represented by the dripping–gently fall away. My hope is that each time you use your new tote bag, you feel the inner determination to overcome self-limiting beliefs and behaviors. A quote from the psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung says it best, “I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.” Bloom anyway.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43852771196988,"sku":"4324418_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-696fff9d627c1.jpg?v=1768947635"},{"product_id":"settling-down-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Settling Down Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eHome. How do we define a ‘home’? Is it only one physical place? It couldn’t be, right? After all, people move and suddenly what was ‘home’ becomes a new physical place. Beyond immediate surroundings, think of the concept of ‘home’ in terms of the nation-state. “We’re home!” people shout as they exit an airport. Suddenly, ‘home’ is not a particular building (such as a house), but a vast, ambiguous space with many houses and other structures, including the natural environment. In this sense, ‘home’ is a concept in the mind that includes other people and their houses; anonymous buildings and landscapes and all the animals and plants and other organisms that inhabit this space. What about the concept of ‘home’ as a feeling? In movies, a character will recite the line, “You feel like home,” to describe the feeling of belonging, empathy, and solidarity. While these are interesting perspectives, this painting is about more than a physical place or a feeling; it is about the journey of life itself.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe entire image is a single line that begins faint and grey at the top and curves and thickens and blackens at the bottom. This represents birth–the time of life when we had no experience–to adulthood in which we have accumulated experience. The image twists and turns because life is unpredictable and includes regression. The bottom of the image is the thickest because we have finally ‘settled down’ into who and what we are. Ideally, by the time we reach late adulthood, we ‘know’ who and what we are and have accepted this. We have done the work of ‘knowing thyself’ at the subconscious level. We are no longer battered around by the winds of the world, the turbulence of life, because we have done the work of understanding our personalities, our flaws, and our habits. We understand our defenses against our own internal world. We have accepted the parts of ourselves that we rejected–or had to reject to survive. We have settled down rather than acting out for attention, admiration, or the acceptance of others.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis image is a representation of that journey to find ‘home’ in the making, in the construction of living as a process, not a place, and my hope is that every time you use your new tote bag, you connect with yourself at this level of awareness. Perhaps the most powerful quote to describe this is by the psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung who said, “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43852916654140,"sku":"5337095_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-6970076d5c125.jpg?v=1768949637"},{"product_id":"my-heart-still-beats-for-you-large-organic-tote-bag","title":"My Heart Still Beats for You Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eDesire. “We always want what we don’t have,” the famous saying goes. Indeed, we seem to always want an object that is just out of reach, that is consistently outside of ourselves, some ‘other’ that we believe should be integrated with us. Why? Why do we perceive ourselves as lacking? What is it about this lack that compels us to restlessly seek out newer and newer objects to somehow satisfy our desire? One answer to these questions, according to the ideas of Jacques Lacan, is that desire is a structure and not an object. Imagine that you are in a dark room and a spotlight follows a ballerina. You think your desire is for this dancer, but the ballerina can be exchanged for someone else, or an object such as a painting, a car, a lottery ticket, and so on. The “ballerina” could be anyone, any object. Imagine you turn around and instead of looking at the stream of objects the spotlight is showing you, you see the spotlight itself--the structure directing your interest. It is this structure that is desire, not the various objects or people that come and go in the spotlight. Desire is an internal structure of the psyche that shows you object after object, person after person, item after item in an endless conveyor belt that cannot be satisfied–because what we desire is not the person or object on the conveyor belt, but the \"spotlight\": the desiring itself. We want the spotlight, whatever it shows us is less important. We want to keep on desiring, so “we always want what we don’t have.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting is a visual reminder of this psychodynamic. “My heart still beats for you” precisely because one wants to keep on desiring, even when the object of one's desire has left. My hope is that each time you use your new tote bag, you feel connected to the structure of desire and have an empowered awareness of where it is taking you on the journey of your life; that you are empowered to decide what is and is not worth desiring.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43854051213372,"sku":"4400456_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-black-front-69705c9f8658d.jpg?v=1768971443"},{"product_id":"growth-is-a-journey-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Growth is a Journey Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eGrowth. Our bodies grow automatically, unconsciously, but our consciousness is our responsibility. We must choose to grow in awareness, to break old patterns, and to self-reflect on our perspectives and positions to become the person we desire. This painting represents the structure of personal growth and development symbolized by flowering plants supported by their own efforts (the blue “columns”).\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhile the original painting with a market value in the thousands, this tote bag is a way to experience the symbolism and story of the piece, and my hope is that each time you use your new bag, you feel inspired to grow and develop in self-awareness, self-determination, and self-expression.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43854080245820,"sku":"6090214_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43854080278588,"sku":"6090214_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-6970605c4a086.jpg?v=1768972568"},{"product_id":"sweet-dreams-large-organic-tote-bag","title":"Sweet Dreams Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eMomentum. “Energy flows where attention goes,” the famous saying states. What we focus on in the present is what determines our actions and behaviors, and thus the kind of experience that we interpret as “reality” from that moment onward. The psychoanalytic theorist Carl Jung said it best: “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” Modern neuroscience confirms this: Only 5% of human brain activity is conscious. The remaining 95% takes place subconsciously, below our awareness and outside our control. So, the first step to producing the life we want is to “make the unconscious conscious.” From this, it is possible to redirect momentum, energy to a desired result, to an outcome that would improve our lives over the alternative—stagnation.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting was an expression of that dynamic. Every movement represents momentum flowing and flowering in a multiplicity of directions, exactly how it moves in real life when we drop the old mental paradigm of linear thought and explore our unconscious. The more we get in touch with our unconscious brain, the more opportunities to get ahead in life we have because we open ourselves to new ideas and behaviors, and these new ideas and behaviors lead us to experiences, realities that we would have never manifested otherwise. My hope is that every time you use your new tote bag, you feel your energy shift, your momentum move into the direction of your sweetest dreams.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43854147780668,"sku":"5014821_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43854147813436,"sku":"5014821_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-697067aad96eb.jpg?v=1769105699"},{"product_id":"paradise-falls-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Paradise Falls Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eEscape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The teacher Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhile the original painting sold with a market value in the thousands, this large organic tote bag is a way to experience the symbolism and story of the piece, and my hope is that each time you use your new bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"product__description rte quick-add-hidden\"\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923818151996,"sku":"6569558_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923818184764,"sku":"6569558_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-697446e5a1907.jpg?v=1769228254"},{"product_id":"hope-longing-victory-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Hope, Longing, Victory Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eSuccess. How does it manifest? Victory requires hope. And longing. Hope for what could be. Longing for what could have been. Yet, this is not enough. In between hope and longing is the present, calling us to action, to satisfy the desire to always already have a present greater, more enriching, more satisfying than what we hope for in the future or what we long for in the past. It is an opportunity–the opportunity–to initiate momentum and produce our desire in material form. When we want our desire more than we want its absence (in the form of hope or longing), we achieve success. This painting represents this dynamic through the symbolism of bursting sunflowers in a “V” shape for Victory. The cheerful brightness of the sunflowers indicate hopefulness, and the dark blues present a feeling of nightfall–what was, the past, history–a longing.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhile the original sold with a market value in the thousands, this organic tote bag is a way to experience the symbolism and story of the piece, and my hope is that each time you use your new bag, you feel both energized and relaxed, and that you allow yourself to feel hopeful and nostalgic while determined to manifest your desired success.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923818414140,"sku":"9105154_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923818446908,"sku":"9105154_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-697449340b86b.jpg?v=1769228883"},{"product_id":"i-dream-of-paradise-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"I Dream of  Paradise Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eEscape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The educator Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. My hope is that every time you use your new organic tote bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923819102268,"sku":"3984746_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923819135036,"sku":"3984746_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-69744d2601122.jpg?v=1769229787"},{"product_id":"i-believe-in-you-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"I Believe in You Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eBelief. It determines everything we think, feel, and do from childhood to adulthood. The beliefs about who we are, where we have been, and where we are going. The beliefs we have about others. And the beliefs we hold in our subconscious mind that structure our actions and behaviors. Together, our beliefs are our world, our experience, our reality. This painting was one of the first I ever made, and it represents the unwavering fortitude of the self to emerge as a unified whole because of its belief in itself. As the lotus emerges at the surface, so does the self that believes in itself regardless of external influence.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhile the original painting sold with a market value in the thousands, this certified organic cotton tote bag is a way to experience the symbolism and story of the piece, and my hope is that each time you use your new bag, you feel calm, cool, and collected in your belief about your ability to manifest your innermost truth.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923819757628,"sku":"1273622_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923819790396,"sku":"1273622_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-69744f8cbe7d2.jpg?v=1769230716"},{"product_id":"you-are-with-me-in-my-dreams-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"You Are with Me in My Dreams Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923821002812,"sku":"8153656_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923821035580,"sku":"8153656_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-697452a3f18a2.jpg?v=1769231133"},{"product_id":"its-ok-to-be-different-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"It's OK to be Different Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eDifference. It defines every object, every experience, every brain-mind from one another. We see different faces, learn different names, and eat different foods–even if we eat the same dish every day, the rice is different from the beans. The pasta is different from the sauce. Having food itself is different from lack of food. And what of our appearance? Is it acceptable to differentiate ourselves? And our ideas? Is it acceptable to think different thoughts when the tribe, group, or system forbids it? This painting explores these questions by imposing a sunflower where other species of standardized, harmoniously arranged flowers already grow. The sunflower pushes through, growing and blooming despite the conformity and uniformity surrounding it. It refuses to shrink itself, to wither, to collapse. It boldly proclaims that, yes, it is OK to be different. My hope is that each time you use this new tote bag you feel empowered to externally express your inner being and bloom as large as the sunflower in a field of others.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923825262652,"sku":"9357107_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923825295420,"sku":"9357107_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-black-front-6974571cde156.jpg?v=1769232177"},{"product_id":"branches-of-life-large-organic-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"Branches of Life Large Organic Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eLife. The complex experience of being we are all having. This was one of my more recent paintings and it represents the growth, development, and progress of consciousness symbolized by branching and moving life forms. All life on our planet is connected genetically and environmentally (think of the “butterfly effect”), and it is this interconnectedness, this mutual dependency that this image expresses. My hope is that each time you use this bag, you feel connected to the experience of yourself as you grow, develop, and progress.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923827032124,"sku":"2420958_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923827064892,"sku":"2420958_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-oyster-front-6974588d9b01a.jpg?v=1769232640"},{"product_id":"the-birth-of-a-universe-large-organic-cotton-tote-bag-100-certified-organic-cotton","title":"The Birth of a Universe Large Organic Cotton Tote Bag - 100% Certified Organic Cotton","description":"\u003cp\u003eThe original painting - lost forever because it was painted over - is only available as a preserved image in a select collection of items. As one of the most popular images and a best-seller, this is a timeless way to experience the piece while enjoying its legacy and vibrant story of emergence, transformation, and development.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% certified organic cotton 3\/1 twill\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 8 oz\/yd² (272 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Dimensions: 20″ × 14″ × 5″ (50.8 × 35.6 × 12.7 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 6 gallons (23 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Weight limit: 30 lbs (13.6 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• 1″ × 25″ (2.5 × 63.5 cm) long self-fabric dual straps\u003cbr\u003e• Open main compartment, flat bottom\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eDisclaimer: The care instructions on the tearaway label may wash off after cleaning.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43923829588028,"sku":"9064185_10732","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false},{"title":"Oyster","offer_id":43923829620796,"sku":"9064185_10733","price":58.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/large-eco-tote-black-front-69745b521d176.jpg?v=1769233251"},{"product_id":"the-birth-of-a-universe-tote-bag","title":"The Birth of a Universe Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eThe original painting - lost forever because it was painted over - is only available as a preserved image in a select collection of items. As one of the most popular images and a best-seller, this is a timeless way to experience the piece while enjoying its legacy and vibrant story of emergence, transformation, and development.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"MsoNormal\"\u003e\u003ci\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43924992294972,"sku":"8570178_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-6975ab57ee512.jpg?v=1769319275"},{"product_id":"ascending-to-freedom-tote-bag","title":"Ascending to Freedom Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eReach new heights as you soar into a cosmic dream world of freedom and fun with the Ascending to Freedom Tote Bag. The blues and golds sparkle with points of light that will leave you feeling uplifted, rewarded, and delighted everywhere you take your possessions. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926586130492,"sku":"3779265_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-69768748ce931.jpg?v=1769375585"},{"product_id":"the-movement-of-desire-tote-bag","title":"The Movement of Desire Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eFlow through your day as smoothly as the gentle movements of color glide across your new tote. The Movement of Desire Tote Bag intrigues and delights with its curvy, winding patterns and spacious interior designed to hold your groceries, books, and everything else your heart desires to take with you.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926596517948,"sku":"9799994_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-69768ac6d32a7.jpg?v=1769376472"},{"product_id":"for-the-love-of-biology-tote-bag","title":"For the Love of Biology Tote Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eMove through your day with the tranquility of green and the fun of shapes that resemble single-celled organisms under a microscope by using your new tote. The For the Love of Biology tote bag offers style, comfort, and fascination all in a single artistic statement. If you love imaginative scenes of Nature, you'll love this.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Bag size: 15″ × 15″ (39 × 39 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 2.6 US gal (10 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 44lbs (20 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Dual handles made from 100% natural cotton bull denim\u003cbr\u003e• Handle length: 26″ (67 cm), width 1″ (2.5 cm)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Black","offer_id":43926600515644,"sku":"4060611_4533","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Yellow","offer_id":43926600548412,"sku":"4060611_8905","price":42.46,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-tote-bag-black-15x15-front-69768d8d7eaa7.jpg?v=1769377183"},{"product_id":"it-took-stars-to-make-orchids-utility-backpack","title":"It Took Stars to Make Orchids Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eConnection. From quantum physics to the largest galaxies, every object and system is connected. The 37 trillion cells that make up you are connected to the 39 trillion cells that live in and on you, but are not \"you.\" Yet, we are dependent on them to survive, to function, to live. This painting was one that I made more recently and represents the deep interconnectedness of all objects and systems in the known universe. The brilliant and gentle astronomer Carl Sagan inspired these ideas in my consciousness when he stated that to bake an apple pie, you first must have a universe. And not only an apple pie, but every other object--including orchids--because every object in the universe is the universe itself. To have an orchid, you need the cosmos: the atoms and molecules that arrange themselves in a particular order that produces an orchid. Indeed, it took stars to make orchids, and the human reading these words.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe It Took Stars to Make Orchids Utility Backpack provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926603956284,"sku":"9936522_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-697690eed1084.jpg?v=1769378277"},{"product_id":"i-dream-of-paradise-utility-backpack","title":"I Dream of Paradise Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eEscape. To paradise? Where exactly is ‘paradise’? Who and what gets to enjoy this special place, this ideal environment? The educator Esther Hicks observes that in all our fantasizing about the perfect home, we forget to imagine the leaky faucet. We dismiss the possibility that our paradise requires bug spray. These logical errors happen because the concept of paradise is that of an external place. “When I am there, I will be happier than I am now.” Paradise, whatever it may be, is not an external location with leaky faucets and bugs; it is a mental state of ever increasing awareness. It is, as some called it, raised consciousness. Our minds attain a greater and greater awareness of our thoughts, behaviors, and feelings so we are the masters of our minds, rather than at their mercy. You are the only one who will ever think your thoughts. They can lead you to greatness, or trap you in the deepest cave of despair. This painting is a representation of the fluidity of self-mastery. Self-mastery is not a “place” that one arrives; it is a continuous process in every moment. “You never step in the same river twice,” the saying goes. So, too, with self-mastery. It is a fluid process over your lifetime that brings the mental state that so many of us believe is paradise. My hope is that every time you use this bag, you feel compassion for yourself as you move through the paradise of expanded awareness.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe I Dream of Paradise Utility Backpack provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926605398076,"sku":"4247213_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-697692ef7dc6b.jpg?v=1769379031"},{"product_id":"my-heart-still-beats-for-you-utility-backpack","title":"My Heart Still Beats for You Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eDesire. “We always want what we don’t have,” the famous saying goes. Indeed, we seem to always want an object that is just out of reach, that is consistently outside of ourselves, some ‘other’ that we believe should be integrated with us. Why? Why do we perceive ourselves as lacking? What is it about this lack that compels us to restlessly seek out newer and newer objects to somehow satisfy our desire? One answer to these questions, according to the ideas of Jacques Lacan, is that desire is a structure and not an object. Imagine that you are in a dark room and a spotlight follows a ballerina. You think your desire is for this dancer, but the ballerina can be exchanged for someone else, or an object such as a painting, a car, a lottery ticket, and so on. The “ballerina” could be anyone, any object. Imagine you turn around and instead of looking at the stream of objects the spotlight is showing you, you see the spotlight itself--the structure directing your interest. It is this structure that is desire, not the various objects or people that come and go in the spotlight. Desire is an internal structure of the psyche that shows you object after object, person after person, item after item in an endless conveyor belt that cannot be satisfied–because what we desire is not the person or object on the conveyor belt, but the \"spotlight\": the desiring itself. We want the spotlight, whatever it shows us is less important. We want to keep on desiring, so “we always want what we don’t have.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis painting is a visual reminder of this psychodynamic. “My heart still beats for you” precisely because one wants to keep on desiring, even when the object of one's desire has left. My hope is that each time you use your new backpack, you feel connected to the structure of desire and have an empowered awareness of where it is taking you on the journey of your life; that you are empowered to decide what is and is not worth desiring.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe My Heart Still Beats for You Utility Backpack provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926618701884,"sku":"3152088_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-697695cd089dc.jpg?v=1769379597"},{"product_id":"the-movement-of-desire-utility-backpack","title":"The Movement of Desire Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eFlow through your day as smoothly as the gentle movements of color glide across your new utility backpack. The Movement of Desire Utility Backpack intrigues and delights with its curvy, winding patterns and spacious interior designed to hold your supplies, books, and everything else your heart desires to take with you. It provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926630137916,"sku":"6300633_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-69769a2eeb0ee.jpg?v=1769380972"},{"product_id":"for-the-love-of-biology-utility-backpack","title":"For the Love of Biology Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eMove through your day with the tranquility of green and the fun of shapes that resemble single-celled organisms under a microscope by using your new utility backpack. The For the Love of Biology Utility Backpack offers style, comfort, and fascination all in a single artistic statement of imaginative scenes of Nature. It provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926633021500,"sku":"6090734_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-69769dada73b8.jpg?v=1769381585"},{"product_id":"the-love-of-my-life-utility-backpack","title":"The Love of My Life Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhile the original canvas had 4 different paintings, each layered over the last, the central flower emerged through every layer of paint and water as if to announce its presence, its fortitude and its permanence in a chaotic external world that tried to dim its light and hide its glory. The final painting is the one you see here; an image of a glowing central flower surrounded by shimmer and darkness and enveloped in a green and blue world of privacy and tranquility. It is a world once hidden and secluded from everyone and everything, now accessible and available and symbolizing self-love and self-discovery.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Love of My Life is indeed about finding infinite, eternal, and unconditional love from within and through a wild series of events, this flower that persisted through iteration after iteration found its final home with Grace Hightower - actress, entrepreneur, and spouse to Robert de Niro for 20 years. Now a friend, Grace continues to uplift, encourage, and inspire while thoughtfully and generously investing into StudioTumazi. The painting that inspired her to say, “When I look at it, I see myself,” can live on in your life, too, where you can see yourself blooming, glowing, and radiating the truth of who you are no matter what happens around you and no matter how many iterations it takes you.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Love of My Life Utility Backpack provides spacious compartments, a secure laptop pocket, and a comfy fit to keep you ready for work, weekend trips, and last-minute adventures.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43926889693244,"sku":"5524679_24563","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-black-front-697703de54924.jpg?v=1769409242"},{"product_id":"the-love-of-my-life-crossbody-bag","title":"The Love of My Life Crossbody Bag","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhile the original canvas had 4 different paintings, each layered over the last, the central flower emerged through every layer of paint and water as if to announce its presence, its fortitude and its permanence in a chaotic external world that tried to dim its light and hide its glory. The final painting is the one you see here; an image of a glowing central flower surrounded by shimmer and darkness and enveloped in a green and blue world of privacy and tranquility. It is a world once hidden and secluded from everyone and everything, now accessible and available and symbolizing self-love and self-discovery.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Love of My Life is indeed about finding infinite, eternal, and unconditional love from within and through a wild series of events, this flower that persisted through iteration after iteration found its final home with Grace Hightower - actress, entrepreneur, and spouse to Robert de Niro for 20 years. Now a friend, Grace continues to uplift, encourage, and inspire while thoughtfully and generously investing into StudioTumazi. The painting that inspired her to say, “When I look at it, I see myself,” can live on in your new bag, too, where you can see yourself blooming, glowing, and radiating the truth of who you are no matter what happens around you and no matter how many iterations it takes you.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Love of My Life Crossbody Bag is made of premium faux leather and features dark gray hardware. Thanks to the zip-top closure and multiple inside pockets, you can keep your essentials secure and organized. Transform this crossbody bag with removable wrist and shoulder straps to style it for day-to-night looks.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• Outer fabric: faux leather \u003cbr\u003e• Lining: 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• 11″ × 8″ × 1.5″ (27.9 cm × 20.3 cm × 3.8 cm)\u003cbr\u003e• Dark gray hardware\u003cbr\u003e• Zip-top closure\u003cbr\u003e• Inside zip and slip pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable, removable wrist and shoulder straps\u003cbr\u003e• Strap drop length: 14″- 27″\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43929812729916,"sku":"4711972_16708","price":74.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-crossbody-bag-black-front-69781ee0e8fe4.jpg?v=1769479932"},{"product_id":"the-birth-of-a-universe-utility-backpack","title":"The Birth of a Universe Utility Backpack","description":"\u003cp\u003eThe original painting - lost forever because it was painted over - is only available as a preserved image in a select collection of items. As one of the most popular images and a best-seller, this is a timeless way to experience the piece while enjoying its legacy and vibrant story of emergence, transformation, and development.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e• 100% polyester\u003cbr\u003e• Fabric weight: 9.73 oz.\/yd.² (330 g\/m²)\u003cbr\u003e• Capacity: 4.3 gallons (16.1 l)\u003cbr\u003e• Maximum weight limit: 11.02 lbs (5 kg)\u003cbr\u003e• Spacious main compartment with multiple pockets\u003cbr\u003e• 2 front pockets\u003cbr\u003e• Mesh pockets on both sides\u003cbr\u003e• Hidden back pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Zippered laptop pocket\u003cbr\u003e• Adjustable straps\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eImportant: To accurately view the colors and saturation of the products, please make sure your device's display settings are set to \"Natural.\"\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43966641274940,"sku":"5825707_24564","price":126.61,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0618\/8322\/0028\/files\/all-over-print-utility-backpack-white-front-698912f55a03e.jpg?v=1770590997"}],"url":"https:\/\/studiotumazimerchandise.com\/collections\/bags.oembed?page=3","provider":"StudioTumazi Merchandise","version":"1.0","type":"link"}